so today hasn’t been bad. even walked for an hour. first walk in decades it feels like. i meet my midwife on the 4th for the first time. her name is Ginger. I hope she is a huge hippy. it would make me feel a lot more comfortable. i am going to be having an entourage. my mum, my mr. possibly my sister and my best friend/future godmother jesy. she’s so excited its awesome. ^.^ i feel a lot less depressed today since i didn’t feel really sick and got out for a walk. i need to re shape my perspectives. something to work on..