Bad habits huh.



I am a ‘pusher’ and by that I mean I should really stop selling teh narcotics. (mo money mo money)

But really, I push people. I push to resolve conflict. And push, and push and push, and then they push back. And it turns into a mini war.  I’m working on it.  Just, whenever there is a conflict I get so wound up and anxious about it that I can’t just leave it alone.  But yeah, it can make for some volatile situations.

But? On the flip side, unless its someone in my direct family circle, I am very peacemaker.  To the extent of not telling someone when I hardcore disagree with them.  I just kinda suffer with my frustrations in silence. Which then makes me kinda resent the person.  Which is STUPID. So I usually then let it go, until I repeat the same whole idiotic cycle again. And I’m always trying so damn hard to be NON judgmental that that is my excuse for not speaking up with my opinion.  But just AHHH.

Maybe its not me, maybe I should just stop hanging out with idiots..

Oh and I am a control freak. But who isn’t?


Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your blog name
Day 03- A recent picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero/fictional character and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about WordPress and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?